It's Easter week-end. I think of the Christian monastic tradition of being without possessions. I'm the exact opposite. I have too much stuff.
I've been triaging furniture in my father's house - stuff to keep, stuff to go to charity and stuff that's going on a one-way journey to the skips at the recycling centre. It's a sad task, clearing my father's furnishings before new people move into his house.
I am under strict instructions from my two sons to keep various items for them. Their earliest memories of my father are of sitting with him in his big farmhouse kitchen with the oak table and the three-decker dresser. But unfortunately one of my sons has a top floor flat with limited space and the other works abroad. So, for a while my house is going to be seriously over-furnitured. Maybe I should put a time-limit on how long I'm prepared to live in a self-storage facility so that I don't turn into a batty old woman whose house is so crammed with stuff that she has to sleep in the coal-shed with the cat.
But while I'm discovering buttons, pins and bus tickets in the corners of old cupboards I encourage myself by thinking of poems whose existence depends on stuff/junk.
Adam Thorpe's moving sequence in memory of his father, "Clearing Your Study", in his collection Voluntary, begins
"Private realm of ... typed letters;
... unused Green Shield stamps."
Josephine Dickinson's "The White Scrap" (Scarberry Hill) is about finding torn-up paper:
"... For some days
I find scraps of paper, first one then a-
nother, fluttering in the weeds beside the
(Notice the torn-up line endings.)
At my lowest ebb I feel as if the meaning of life consists in moving objects from one place to another. Stuff conforms to a law of physics, the Conservation of Matter, illustrated by Amy Clampitt's "Real Estate" about a Third Avenue tenement that is getting redeveloped:
"... One gelded
pawnshop, until last week, still brooded,
harbouring among tag ends of pathos,
several thirty-year-old umbrellas."
"... advertised a sale.
Still nothing moved. Finally, a U-Haul
truck carried everything off somewhere.
Hail, real estate! Bravo, entrepreneur!"
(from What the Light was Like)
But magical transformations are possible. Scrap metal can become striking sculptures, as in the art created by Helen Denerley. Michael Longley has written as series of sonnets for her in his collection Snow Water:
"... Translations, Helen, metaphors.
The mare and stag you made from scrap metal
Are moving in low motion across your land"
I look at my father's furniture. In The Art of Gardening I wrote about the cabinet maker who constructed the carved bureau which has been passed down the family for generations:
"There is a dialectic to cabinet making -
outside the beeswax surface of satin sweetness
inside the paler wood, natural, undressed
a new dimension of intimacy
like a house within a house.
The dovetailed drawers he made
join him to me
as I open the chest
and begin to write."
(from "The Poetics of Space after Gaston Bachelard: 3 Chest")