It seems almost obscene to be writing about the Welsh spring when the news is so appalling each day and terrible events follow one after another in dreadful succession. But to write about life and beauty is to take a stand against 'man's inhumanity to man' (and to woman and child). To write about nature is a reminder, as the poet Michael Longley said in an interview with Jody Allen Randolph, that 'We share the planet with the plants and the other animals'.
At last I can smell spring - a compound of warm earth, crushed new grass, a difference in the air from winter's cold mineral breath. Down the lane I discovered a patch of wood anemones (a slight musky smell) by the side of the road. Or wooden enemies as my family called them when I was a child. My botanist friend says they are an indication of relict woodland. I try to imagine what the Peninsula would have been like when it was covered with trees (Samuel Johnson complained about the lack of trees when he visited Lleyn with Mrs Thrale in 1774). How long ago were the trees cleared? Millennia, I suppose. There was a stone axe factory on Mynydd Rhiw - the spoil heap is still there.
A few days ago I went for a walk at Dinas along a rough track which I remember as being thick with huge clumps of primroses. There were only a few plants dotted here and there. I met a man with a beautiful brindled greyhound and we walked along slowly, discussing the dearth of primroses.
'Perhaps it was the cold wintry weather,' I ventured.
'No,' he said decisively, 'it's the unpredictability of the seasons now.'
Recently I re-read an essay* by poet and academic Harriet Tarlo - 'we cannot fail but find beautiful acre on acre of small plants'. She includes some lines of her beautifully spaced poetry: 'new green on Black Hill / bilberry bright / against heather / celandine flash / between cloughs ...' She then comments ''except often it's not acres but yards. The acres are in the historical or future imagination.'
* in Peat Matters: Locating Climate (Change) at the Interface of Art and Science (Northumbria University Department of Geography 2017)